How can I escape reality when there’s so many things I’m leaving behind?
People are not doing good around me and I’m feeling I need to stay.
We had this camping trip planned for weeks, I haven’t gone anywhere in months, before corona.
I looked for the signs that told me not to leave and I told my brother if he felt okay about going.
He was fine and all the bad signs I had started to turn around.
Today’s the day. Anxiety will not win.
I’m out for weekend. Escaping reality (not really, Fkn anxiety is still coming for the ride), and hoping that I don’t come back to total disaster.