My head is filling up again
With tasks and priorities
Will it pop, how will this end?
I don’t think I’m ready.
I’m not ready to be angry.
I’m not ready to feel weak.
I’m not ready for virtual learning.
I’m not ready for a damn thing.
I want to stay in the moment.
The moment before shit hits the fan.
The moment before I lose my cool.
The moment before I fuck up again.
Can I depress before I explode?
That’s an answer that I don’t know!
It’s day by day, night by night.
How long will my brain try to fight?
Stay tuned till the next time.
Fingers crossed this all ends right!