What can I say?
My mind goes insane.
Manipulation of the brain.
I need to watch what I say.
I need to stop before I speak.
I need to listen to what I preach.
It’s a dangerous war, I can’t claim defeat.
I got a lot of people who are looking at me.
And I never say it but I might say it now.
It’s all piling up and I’m falling down.
Some days I feel high up and other days I drown.
Some days I can conquer, but I’m not right now.
If we could all be honest, without judgement.
I could speak up just a little more on it.
I could try to help everyone overcome it.
I could lay it all out for the public.
That I’m learning to accept myself.
That I’m learning to forgive myself.
I’m learning things that I thought were too complex for myself.
It’s hard but I want to be a better human.
I will successfully rebuild the ruins.
We can all be okay if we really want to change.
If we’re truly honest instead of loyal to the game.
Who do you see inside your eyes,
when you lay down at night?
When there’s nobody around,
what makes your heart feel light?
It’s okay if you don’t know the answers to these questions.
I’m finding out we’re all just taking chances and making guesses.
There’s not really a manuscript to end up where we are destined.
Lead by our thoughts and decisions taught by our ancestors.
I hear them telling me to remember that I can always do better.